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2011-01-10T20:02:00.004+08:00

I don't no what to type anymore these days. If u wanna noe what I love, laugh and cry about go here -http://thepiecesdontfitanymore.tumblr.com

:) Im more active there...

Tea cup pigs ^ ^

2011-01-01T13:19:00.002+08:00

Have you heard of a tea cup pig!! When it's born it's literally the size of a tea cup and only grow to 12 to 16 inches high. how cute is that?

:)))

Marmalade

2010-12-30T17:10:00.002+08:00

I like saying the word "Marmalade". Marmalade. It's fun saying Marmalade.

Holidays are over. I already bought my school sock and books, now im just waiting for school.

hmm....next year pmr...sigh* soo fast...

The worst type of crying.

2010-12-24T23:25:00.006+08:00

Is when your lips start to shake and tears build up quickly and fall fast. You,re bent over or crouched trying to suck it in and not make any noise but it hurts to much to hold it in so you let out a yelp and a cry, then comes the loss of breath which sucks because not only are you crying out loud but you think you sound dumb for not breathing too. It's just a mess.

Merry Christmas everybody! :DD

Happy Birthday Sammy Wammy!!

2010-12-16T16:21:00.004+08:00

Hey, happy birthday Sam....Awhile ago I was going through really old pictures and I saw something that mummy wrote about you.

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Samantha's 2nd B'day- 16.12.92

Mani drove down with her friends to be in S'ban. I bought back the cake for Samantha. They wore their Christmas dresses. As usual Samantha slapped the cake with her hands before cutting it with a knife. Mani bought them each a pyjamas. Tom bought them a Wading pool for the kids. Had a good time . Most important of all the kids had a good time. Missed mum for Samantha's B'day. Almost 5 months has gone by!

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Mani is my mums sister by the way.. :)))

Your 20 now! :)))

breaking at the seams

2010-12-07T23:29:00.008+08:00

Heyyyyy,

Im gonna do what they tell me to do. Not what I want to do.

-A

Lately it’s hard to keep the hinges on with all the noise.

2010-11-18T09:49:00.007+08:00

Booth -I named him Booth after the character from Bones.. :)))) Saturday
It's been awhile. I don't think the statement above is true. I think we dream about other people because we think about them to much, worrying about them. Anyways, Friday was the last day of school. Time is just flying so fast. In three years time I'll be driving. I just got out of bed. Just awhile ago, I was thinking about having lunch with my dad at a hakka mee shop. GAH!!! cravings....

Monday

I've been eating allot lately. Maybe it's because I've been watching the food channel to much. o.o

hmm....Do you remember push pops?? Those lipstick looking sweets that you can still by in Watson's....I'm craving for them rite now.... -.- foodies

My greatest Goals so far...nyahh?

2010-09-10T21:58:00.004+08:00

Hmmm... okay ,I'm just gonna list them out randomly.

1. Get a LIP RING :P

2. Learn sign language

3. Travel the WORLD

4. learn Braille

5. Get a tattoo

That's about all so far. I know my mums shaking her head on the first and last one but I cant help it. Ive always wanted to get a lip ring since I was 12. My cousin thinks I'm off the Rock. She was like "R U CRAZY!! I THOUGHT YOU WERE SMARTER THAN THIS!" -.- Anyway, I need to go now. :)))))

Through the center of the storm And I'm thinking I'd Prefer not to be rescued

2010-09-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

Gosh...This weeks been boring but I'm okay. I think I don't mind having a boring life. Its better than living in a dark hole with no food , am I right?? nyahh....

The furthest Ive gone away from home this whole week was carre four but okay laarr. Whtevr man! I'm okay with anything now. Ive gotta go before Jo comes after me. (No computer privileges)

Buh Bye

Hours pass, and I still count my minutes....

2010-09-07T19:29:00.000+08:00

Saturday
Guess what I'm doing??? :D I'm filling up my water baptism form. Ya I know...sorta last minute. That's because Ive been sitting on it and thinking if I wanted to do it. Its not that I don't want to get baptized, it just I don't like getting wet in front of a lot of people.Its the people part that freaks me out.....but everybody has to go through it.....So yeah I'm finally filling up my baptism form....hmph....

Sunday

Okay, I did not give in my form and I shall get baptized next year. -.- NO I did not chickened out!

My friend told me she didn't want to do it this year and so neither did I. I know what your gonna say "So if she jumped of a cliff, you'd also do the same laaa". -.- I just don't want to do it alone. My sisters did it together "I bet if one of them didn't want to do it ,the other wouldn't too". So yeah.....next year.

My 2 weeks holiday is gonna be filled with a lot of studying. Ill probably have BEMB

disease.(BEMB=Boredom Eating My Brains)I will survive!

Monday

Aiyo! I feel restless. My mum woke me up early in the morning to go study. I just did like a lot of geography. I'm going to watch the first episode of smallville now. I haven't watched anything new in like 3 weeks. okay.....bye now

Jesus is like a software :D

2010-08-22T18:42:00.003+08:00

Accident Prone

2010-08-16T22:19:00.006+08:00

I'm so clumsy. For example's;-

1. Last week Monday, I was HOLDING a glass of soy milk and I was sitting down .Then, the glass cup just slipped from my hand and landed all over my PANTS!!! (my favourite pair of BLACK jeans) I was like WTH!!!

2. Then 2 days after that I dropped a dumbbell on my toe which made it red and puffy.

3. The day after that, the shower holder fell on the same toe and made my toe go blue with a slight cut on it!

4. and then on Saturday I was running in my house after my dad cause he got me mad and then I tripped and got a blood clot on my feet!!
it was black, red and blue!!
WHAT!!!!

I so clumsy. I cant even walk through a door without bumping my head on the side and hoping no one saw that......sigh.....

-Accident prone
Having or susceptible to having a greater than average number of accidents or mishaps.

Pictures and thoughts....

2010-08-01T20:38:00.000+08:00

I want to take this picture SO BADLY!!! but my playgrounds
vandalised........ :((((

Where the wild things are.....

This is the only snow globe in my house and

there's a camel inside it..

IVE GOT SOAP BUBBLES!!!!! XD Cant wait!!

Im just gonna keep swimming....

2010-07-31T16:57:00.008+08:00

:) angel

Red Socks :)

The ones with smileys -:)- are mine....

“A fight is going on inside me,” said an old man to his son. “It is a terrible fight between two wolves. One wolf is evil. He is anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other wolf is good. he is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith. The same fight is going on inside you.”

The son thought about it for a minute and then asked, “Which wolf will win?”

The old man replied simply, “The one you feed.”

— Jeremy Fink and the Meaning of Life, Wendy Mass

Hello :)

lifes sorta good...

Im so! Im so lonely for herrrrrr..... :))) I am !!

Jack Mannequin-Lonely for her... :)

Rant

2010-06-22T20:40:00.003+08:00

I really don’t know why, but this year I’ve just been so unmotivated to study. I guess I’m just too easily distracted? But at least before i could still keep it under control. This year has to be the worst I’ve ever done in school. And it sucks.

Dear self control, please stop hibernating and make me do work. I understand that you may be busy holidaying or whatever, but it’s time to come back and make me get good marks, please give me hope that I CAN get through highschool
get excellent SPM Results, GET the course I want, so i can live a great life with no worries, without my parents always in my ears about how much of a disappointment i am to them.
i dont blame them but, even though their words are like a hundred tiny daggers, there is truth and reason to their words.

I sometimes wonder if the 10 year old me would be disappointed with who i am now. I hope not. It’s never too late to change.

and so on

rant rant rant rant.

No...

2010-06-11T09:20:00.003+08:00

And God Said, "No" By Claudia Minden Weisz

I asked God to take away my pride, And God said, "No."
He said it is not for Him to take away, but for me to give up.
I asked God to make my handicapped child whole,
And God said, "No." He said her spirit is whole,
Her body is only temporary.
I asked God to grant me patience,
And God said, "No."
He said that patience is a by-product of tribulation,
it isn't granted, it's earned.
I asked God to give me happiness,
And God said, "No."
He said He gives blessings,
Happiness is up to me.
I asked God to spare me pain,
And God said, "No."
He said, "Suffering draws you apart from worldly
cares and brings you closer to Me."
I asked God to make my spirit grow,
And God said, "No."

He said I must grow on my own, but He will prune me to make me fruitful.
I asked God if He loved me,
And God said, "Yes."
He gave me His only Son who died for me,
and I will be in Heaven someday because I believe.
I asked God to help me love others,
as much as He loves me.
And God said,
"Ah, finally you have the idea."

Is it normal?

2010-06-03T21:19:00.004+08:00

Have you ever thought about something that you did long time ago and still regretted it.

Ive been getting allot of flashbacks lately. They aren't good memories. They're the ones that I tried to forget. The ones that made me cry in an instant. My regrets.....

Is it normal?? It's frustrating.....arrghghh!! They bother me.......

JOjo

2010-05-31T20:24:00.003+08:00

Dear Jo,

I'm probably gonna hurt myself later for saying this but it will all be worth it, I think I'm actually gonna miss you. I'm gonna miss the way you boss me around, I'm gonna miss the way you smile whenever you get your way (of course I end up losing), I'm gonna miss the way your pillow smells after you wash your hair and I'm also gonna miss the way you stutter .....yes Jo, I'm gonna miss you......You probably won't see this but that's okay...In a lot of ways you remind me of mummy...you nag when our rooms not clean and you scold me a lot too.......now that I think about it......I don't think ill miss you that much..jkjk!! yes yes..I will definitely miss all that too.....haiz....kk I'm done...

Io non sono disposto

2010-05-23T19:38:00.006+08:00

I am not prepared....

Right now, I'm in a position where I can say "I can't wait for my school exams to be over" because than I would be a lot closer to my piano exam, which honestly "I AM NOT PREPARED FOR" . That thought worries me a lot.

Lost and Missing

I’m a rope,
That can’t break.
A band,
That can’t stretch.
A river,
That doesn’t flow.
An apple,
Nobody can taste.
A bridge,
You can’t cross.
A smile,
That doesn’t beam.
A road,
That ends up nowhere.
A word,
That has no meaning.
A soul,
With no voice.
A heart,
With no pulse.
A rainbow,
With no colour.
Laughter,
Without happiness.
Sorrow,
With no tears.
And My Life,
Without You. - by rachel stephens :PPPP

The 5 Most Satisfying Simple Pleasures Life Has to Offer

2010-05-16T17:52:00.005+08:00

1. Sleeping In on a Rainy Day – The rain beats lightly against the window The sound is soothing and your bed feels like a sanctuary. There is no place you would rather be. :))

2. Finding Money You Didn’t Know You Had – You reach into your pocket and find a RM20from the last time you wore those jeans. You aren’t rich, but you are richer than you were a second earlier.

3. Seeing a Friend Stumble Over Himself – As you walk across the street with your friend, he fails to take the next step. He trips and stumbles around momentarily before regaining his footing, then swiftly attempts to play it off like nothing happened. This can be a hilarious sight if the moment is right.

3. The First Sip of a Beverage When You’re Thirsty – You just finished taking a long jog. The only thing on your mind is an ice-cold glass of water. When you are really, really thirsty, that first sip of any liquid beverage is sheer bliss.

4. Realizing You Have More Time to Sleep – Something abruptly awakens you and you think it’s time to get up. Then you squint over at your alarm clock and realize you still have 2 more hours to sleep. A warm feeling shoots though your body as you glide gracefully back to your dreams.

5. Fresh, Clean Bed Sheets – You yank at the corner of the bedspread to create just enough space to slide your body under the freshly cleaned sheets. The sheets feel cool to the touch. Everything seems so clean, like nobody has ever slept in this bed before.

Im a really boring person.. :P

2010-05-15T20:57:00.005+08:00

I wanna watch a funny movie? It would probably help allot for me right now.

If I am what you call emo then I would think that Emo means boring. Ill just explain my whole schedule to you.

Mon,Tues,wed,-I go to school, comeback, study,
Thurs-I go to school,comeback,have tuition (my tuition is at home.The guy comes and teachers
me and then leaves)
Fri-I go to school,clean the house,and have cell (cell is in my house too)

Sat n sun-Go to piano or go to church

That's about all, It's a very easy to remember . My mums busy with school , dads busy doing SOMETHING, and my sisters are just busy doing their stuff. Its kind of frustrating cause my mum expects me to study ALL the time.. -.- Who the heck studies ALL the time with no break time or nothing!?!?! -.- But I doooo study!! I get soo annoyed when I study and she tells me its not enough or she says I odn't want you taking any breaks.... It makes me hate sitting on the table and not being able to move for hours. Thats just torture.

wheeeeeeeeee.......

2010-05-10T19:43:00.004+08:00

hey, I am sick. Super D luper Sick!! bleh!! Joey and Sammy are at Singapore(The place where they don't chew gum). Their on Holiday..sweettttt... :))) Actually there's nothing much to say. Life's been a bit complicated sort off...One minute it's like whoosh,! you're over the moon and the next, back down to earth with a great big thump. Down into a big black hole, full of gloom and despondency and deep dark sorrow.
The next to months I would be packed with stuff...Exams coming up and my piano exam...I finally deactivated my FB account!! whee!! I'm sorta glad...but i probably be bored.. :PPPP I hafta go ady..bye

James Morrison- Please Don't stop the rain

Love your neighbour as yourself

2010-05-09T21:08:00.006+08:00

Hello!! :DDDD Read on.... :)))) Try reading everything....

One day an expert on Moses' laws came to test Jesus' orthodoxy by asking him this question: "Teacher, what does a man need to do to live forever in heaven?" Jesus replied, "What does Moses' law say about it?" "It says," he replied, "that you must love the Lord your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your strength, and with all your mind. And you must love your neighbor just as much as you love yourself." "Right!" Jesus told him. "Do this and you shall live!" The man wanted to justify (his lack of love for some kinds of people), so he asked, "Which neighbors?" Jesus replied with an illustration: "A Jew going on a trip from Jerusalem to Jericho was attacked by bandits. They stripped him of his clothes and money, and beat him up and left him lying half dead beside the road. "By chance a Jewish priest came along; and when he saw the man lying there, he crossed to the other side of the road and passed him by. A Jewish Temple-assistant walked over and looked at him lying there, but then went on. "But a despised Samaritan came along, and when he saw him, he felt deep pity. Kneeling beside him the Samaritan soothed his wounds with medicine and bandaged them. Then he put the man on his donkey and walked along beside him till they came to an inn, where he nursed him through the night. The next day he handed the innkeeper two twenty-dollar bills and told him to take care of the man. 'If his bill runs higher than that,' he said, 'I'll pay the difference the next time I am here.' "Now which of these three would you say was a neighbor to the bandits' victim?" The man replied, "The one who showed him some pity." Then Jesus said, "Yes, now go and do the same." (TLB, Luke 10:25-37)

Like the unselfish Samaritan man of Jesus' parable, we are called to extend our love and concern to all persons everywhere, as our neighbors. We should not exclude anyone or any group because of social status, a supposed character fault, religious difference, racial difference, ethnic difference, citizenship difference, etc.

Sadly, I haven't been loving my neighbours lately. It's Difficult!!! My friends (as I still call them) are difficult to love (even forgive)....I despise being a GIRL!! cause theirs SO much backstabbing !! So much gossip that even I (even now) get into it!! The only thing I can do rite now....is to pray.. :)))) Pray for the people I dislike so i can see past their faults, forgive the people that scar me and love the people who hate me.... :)))

Delete,delete,delete....

2010-05-03T18:51:00.004+08:00

A few months ago. I thought about deleting my facebook account but ended up not deleting it because something happened on facebook and all ;/...
So right now, I'm just wondering if I should, maybe ill just deactivate it. If I ever want to use it again then I'd activate it again.... :)))easy peasy japanesey rite?? :) -_-''' Then after I'm done with facebook I can move on to twitter,then DA and then tumblr, last but not least my BLOGGIE!! :DD I wouldn't have to post up pictures cause I wouldn't be taking any.......I actually don't think it would be easy deleting tumblr......Id probably cry while trying to click the delete button....but I have to!! I don't want to be tied down to things like this....then again I'd probably be bored...that's not stopping me though..Delete ,delete,delete....

Maybe

2010-04-18T14:55:00.003+08:00

Maybe.....
I wish I new how to make friends. Everything I do ,Ill always regret doing later on. Sometimes I think it's better to not have friends. If I did't have any friends, Then I would't have to keep pretending i'm happy when I'm always so annoyed or frustrated.

-I eat when I'm bored.
-I'm vulnerable to believing lies.
-I'm hoping one day I would't need a fake smile.
-I live by quotes that explain what i'm going through.
-I make up excuses for everything.
-I have best friends and enemies.

Sometimes, I wonder how different life would be now if I undo all my mistakes....

Hours pass, and I still count my minutes....

2010-04-01T19:29:00.000+08:00

Sunday

Okay, I did not give in my form and I shall get baptized next year. -.- NO I did not chickened out!

My 2 weeks holiday is gonna be filled with a lot of studying. Ill probably have BEMB

disease.(BEMB=Boredom Eating My Brains)I will survive!

Monday

A box full of kisses

2010-02-23T22:40:00.000+08:00

The story goes that some time ago a man punished his 5 year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper.
Money was tight and he became even more upset when the child pasted the gold paper so as to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree.
Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her father the next morning and said, “This is for you, daddy.”
The father was embarrassed by his earlier overreaction, but his anger flared again when he found the box was empty.
He spoke to her in a harsh manner, “Don’t you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there’s supposed to be something inside the package?”
The little girl looked up at him with tears in her eyes and said, “Oh, daddy, it’s not empty. I blew kisses into it until it was full.”
The father was crushed.
He fell on his knees and put his arms around his little girl, and he begged her to forgive him for his unnecessary anger.
An accident took the life of the little girl only a short time later and it is told that the father kept that gold box by his bed for all the years of his life.
And whenever he was discouraged or faced difficult problems he would open the box and take out an imaginary kiss and remember the love of a child who had put there.
In a very real sense, each of us as human beings have been given a golden box filled with unconditional love and kisses from our family and friends.
There is no more precious possession anyone could hold.

Pictures I collected :)

2010-02-19T13:44:00.006+08:00

Sara Bareilles

Jennifer Garner!!! :D

I think if I ever Get a dog or something I wanna name it retard... ;)

AC/BP!!!!

2010-02-08T20:51:00.005+08:00

Banana Pancake

There's a song called banana pancake by Jack Johnson. It's SO nice.. I've been listening to it for 2 weeks!!!!! eek!!!! Anyway, Aspires Camp is coming. The last camp I went was SO bad . I felt like I was invisible. I was just this ghost sitting at empty seats , floating around unaware of my surroundings. What I'm trying to say is "I had no Fun". I did have a little bit but that was because I had people laughing around me. THIS TIME!!!! I'M GONNA MAKE SURE I HAVE FUN!!!!! IT'S BAD ENOUGH I'M CALLED EMO!!!! right?? I'm gonna go there expecting something more than just fun. :)!!!!
OWHH!! and I have to type this down. Today there was a rat in my dads room. So Jo called my dad who was sleeping in the TV room where I was eating and she told him about the rat. He was to lazy to go up so I did. The rat was SO cute!!!!! It looked like a mini kangaroo. It could jump really high and climb too but in the end I ended up loosing the rat while Jo was screaming on the table. :) I still haven't found it yet. I named the rat Joanna. :)
It looked like this only darker and smaller. :) cutey!!! bye

Give Me Hope

2010-02-04T21:02:00.004+08:00

1) When my sister was younger she came home from school one day and demanded I take her to the library so she could get books on sign language.

I asked why? She told me there was a new kid at school who was deaf and she wanted to befriend him.

Today I stood beside her at their wedding watching her sign “I DO”. GMH

2)Today is my birthday.

A couple months ago I was attacked by a dog that left horrendous scars on my face.

My boyfriend made a book that says “You’re the most beautiful thing I have ever seen” in over 100 different languages.

3)In 7th grade I was anorexic.

When I was hungry, I would snap hair-ties on my wrist, as punishment for even thinking about food. My then boyfriend found out about it and took one of my hair-ties, saying,

“For every one snap you do, I do ten.”

4)Three years ago, my friend was rushed to the ER due to abuse from her parents.

My brother, who didn’t even really know her, still took the first flight there with an armful of candy and things for entertainment. She burst into tears. He was the only person who bothered to visit.

This spring, I will be the best man at their wedding. His love GMH

5)22 years ago, a 16 year old girl was pregnant with a baby of rape.

Understanding the circumstances, her parents told her to abort or be disowned.

Her best friend - her 18 year old neighbor - although he was not the father, stepped into the father figures shoes. They got married 2 years later.

Mom and Dad, your love for me and for each other GMH.

6)My grandpa passed away on April 2nd 2009.
Before my grandpa passed he pulled his oxygen mask off his face and lifted his hand up to his mouth.

We thought he was going through pain. But instead he blew 3 kisses to my grandma, smiled, and passed away.

RIP Grandpa i love you and You GMH.

So cute!!!! I love readings these!!! :)

smile...

2010-02-04T19:31:00.002+08:00

Just seeing someone else smile, will automatically cause you to smile. It’s like an affection, once caught, must be given. No matter how many times you tell yourself “I’m not going to smile today”, you do, and always will, because that’s life. There’s ups and downs, but you always end up with a smile. Everyone thinks a fairytale is a comparison, fairytales are just make-belief, the only real thing about a fairytale, is a “happy ending”, you’ll always have one. If you don’t end up being “happy”, or if everything doesn’t turn out “alright”, it’s not the end yet.'

Uplifted

2010-02-02T19:58:00.008+08:00

Hey, If your that type of person who flips through things without reading. Then do me a favour and at least read the bible basics.

Life's been nice. (at least this week )
This week started out with me looking at a website called suicide project. No ,I was not thinking about killing myself!!! I was just wondering how people feel when they wanna end their life. It's interesting and weird at the same time because when you read some of their entries , It's like they have nothing to live for No God, No love and most of them are trying to fit in or something but end up being an outsider . Others have just gone through a rough battle .
After reading all of that I found a website called Give me hope. here's the link www.givesmehope.com . This site is just awesome!! When your feeling down and depressed just go read the entries here and it may lift your spirits. :) It did lift mine.

Other than that , nothing. I've been bored. Jo's at home . She gets on my nerves sometimes but other than that it's nice having someone at home. I better get back to studying before my mama scolds me. here's something from the bible.

Bible Basics
The Trinity is the union of the Father, the Son ( Jesus) , and the Holy Spirit. This is the Christian God. The three Persons of the Trinity are equal, but have different roles and purposes. They are all one God, yet all separate , distinct qualities.

I took this from my Bible Guide Book .
That reminds me. I'm suppose to list three things I wanna achieve this MONTH.
1) Finish reading the first four chapters of my Sejarah book.
2) Get a lot closer to God at Camp.
3) Smile every day even when I'm sad.
(you will never noe if someone needs a smile more than you do)
Okay now I'm done...bye :) GB

Riding A bike...

2010-01-26T19:07:00.016+08:00

Riding a bicycle is like walking on a line. I was cycling just now and I fell on the road. I didn't cry but it hurt. My hands where shaking furiously like I was old and they where bright red. I did get a few scratches around my leg nothing that had blood on it. I could not get up when I was on the road but I lifted my bike of my body and let it fall to the other side. I then dragged my bike back home praying for the pain to vanish. My leg was throbbing and my head wheezy. What happen was, I was going to fast and I lost control over the bike. Then BAM!! I fell. -_-'''

I was 6 or 7 when I first attempted to ride a bike. I never learnt how to control it though till today.

I wrote that yesterday and saved it .

Today I got the results for my choir competition thing and I didn't get in. I can always try again next year right ?? (I'm looking at the bright side ) . After school around 5.00. I went cycling again and when I came back my mum scolded me for going alone. It was careless of me and now I can't go cycling unless i'm with somebody. Sad ryte ?? But atleast I get to cycle . Kay I hafta go study maths. Grrr....Maths can give me brain damage. byeeeee :)

Pic!! Pic!! PICTURES!!!!

2010-01-24T20:06:00.009+08:00

I love taking pictures in the evening because that's when the Sky's orange and has that nice glow.

This is the book I've been reading. It's mind boggling... (: My favourite , teh O ice limau..... (:

I'll post some more soon. I have to get back to my books. God Bless.

It takes a thought to make a word,

2010-01-21T19:38:00.005+08:00

Hey, :) It's been a long time since I have blogged.

LA lalalalalala life is wonderful.

I've been reading these Saudi Arabian books and it's like women there have no freedom. They are trapped by their own kind. Anyone with the slightest interest in human rights will find this book heart-wrenching.

Other than that , I audition for choir club last Friday ,While in cell Melissa and I got prayed for and then on Monday I got the result's. I got into choir club and Melissa also!!! Awesome rite!!! God's so Good!!! But next week Monday ,I've got another audition, It's for the choir competition. My throat is sore from the singing because I keep using my throat voice and not my tummy. :( So now I have to pray for the audition on Monday. I am nervous like crazy. I still haven't learned how to use my tummy properly.

Life is wonderful by Jason mraz :)

P.S. I'll will be posting pictures SOON!!!! :P

Remorse

2010-01-10T19:19:00.006+08:00

Hey, I'm terribly sick. My throat felt scratchy on Wednesday, After a while I became a lot worst. My voice changed because of my sore throat. I think there's a virus going around. Everyone beware!! Other than getting sick , I am also Grounded for 3 whole Months . I'm not telling any details about what I did but one things for sure , I've learnt what is private and personnel. It was one of the most stupidest things Ive ever done. My punishment : I can't use facebook for 3 months. Which definitely sickens me. I have grown to love facebook because it helps me keep in touch with people and hear what is on their mind. I feel terrible . I really regret doing what I did and am full of remorse right now . I have to go .....bye everyone.....If you are ever in a situation where you feel neglected then here is a song you have to check out. :)

Honey bee - Zee Avi
I am a honey bee
Shunned off from the colony
And they won’t let me in
So I left the hive
They took away all my stripes
And broke off both my wings
So I’ll find another tree
And make the wind my friend
I’ll just sing with the birds
They’ll tell me secrets off the world

The King , Elvis Presley

2010-01-07T21:12:00.009+08:00

Hey, Today at school my throat started itching. I did't feel like getting sick this week so I finished my bottle of water but in the end I did. Which sort of sucks cause in a few hours it's gonna be Elvis Presley's birthday!!!.....I've also been sneezing alot , that reminds me,....I have to makesure I take extra tissue to school. :P I'm gonna start putting Elvis Presley Quotes up now... :D

Gospel music is the purest thing there is on this earth.
-Elvis Presley

Rock and roll music, if you like it, if you feel it, you can't help but move to it. That's what happens to me. I can't help it.
-Elvis Presley

I believe in the Bible. I believe that all good things come from God. I don't believe I'd sing the way I do if God hadn't wanted me to.-Elvis Presley

Don't criticize what you don't understand, son. You never walked in that man's shoes.-Elvis Presley

I get sometimes; I get lonesome right in the middle of a crowd.-Elvis Presley

The first time that I appeared on stage, it scared me to death. I really didn't know what all the yelling was about. I didn't realize that my body was moving. It's a natural thing to me. So to the manager backstage I said, 'What'd I do? What'd I do?' And he said, 'Whatever it is, go back and do it again'.-Elvis Presley

One word - 7 letters = AWESOME !!!!!!!

back to school.....

2010-01-06T22:05:00.004+08:00

Hey, I've just finish eating dinner and doing my homework. So far so Good.

The first day of school was weird. I was walking down the path to the canteen and then I noticed the girl in front of me. Her name was Kinancy. I was actually glad I found someone to walk with cause I started feeling nervous and I could feel my feet wobbling like jello. So anyway,I walked down with her to the canteen and looked for my name. I found out I was going to 2 Delta which was sort of fine with me. I walked 2 levels up and found my class. I picked a seat to sit on and I waited for someone to sit next to me. I waited till My class teacher came. My class teacher was very sweet. She reminded me of Christmas morning, :) but still nobody sat on the seat next to me. Then a chinese girl walked in with her parents. Her hair was extremely short and she wore a mask. Teacher told Adeline (ketua class) to show her a place to sit and Adeline pointed at the empty table next to me. Teacher explained that the girl had cancer and her immune sistem is low. So if someone gets sick try not to spread the flu to her. Her name was Tian if i'm not mistaken. For the first few hours I shared my notes with her and talked a little. She is from seremban and was from a chinese school. After that we had to move up another level . I'm still sitting with her though. She's nice. Other than, Everything seems fine. I hafta go and sleep now. Nighty nites.....

School....

2010-01-03T18:45:00.005+08:00

School's starts tomorrow. I feel like my hearts aching but not the kind of pain you go through when you loose a loved one. It's the kind of pain that's in you , but not in the mind. It's the type that feels like it's clogging up your chest . I feel like this every year. I don't know why. I'm not saying I hate school. It's the way I feel about school. I feel like I don't know whats ahead of me. I've got a journal this year. It's for my homework and all that....This year i wanna be prepared. I wanna feel in control of my school work. I don't wanna feel like a hijacked aeroplane like last year , spinning out of control to my doom. (which is exactly what happened last year) I may not be as carefree as last year but it's worth knowing that all my hard work this year would pay of for the next year.

Some kind of magic ,
Happens late at night ,
When the moon smiles down on me ,
And bathes me in its light,

I fell asleep beneath you,
In the tall blades of grass,
When I woke the world was new,
I never had to ask ,

Its a brand new day,
The sun is shinning ,
Its a brand new day ,
For the first time,
In such a long long time,
I know
Ill be ok,

Most kind of stories,
Save the best part for last,
Most stories have a hero who finds,
You make your past your past,
Ya you make your past your past ,

Its a brand new day,
The sun is shinning,
Its a brand new day ,
For the first time ,
In such a long long time,
I know
Ill be ok,

This cycle never ends,
Gotta fall in order to mend ,

And its a brand new day ,
Its a brand new day,
For the first time,
Inn such a long long time ,
I know
Ill be ok ,
- Joshua Radin - Brand New Day

New Years Resolutions...

2009-12-31T01:08:00.006+08:00

Hey , everybody. I hope you are safe and happy. My holidays was okay. It was sometimes boring ,other times interesting.

New Year's resolution is a commitment that an individual makes to a project or the reforming of a habit, often a lifestyle change that is generally interpreted as advantageous. The name comes from the fact that these commitments normally go into effect on New Year's Day.

1) Study harder = I'm not gonna relax anymore. I relaxed for a whole year and look where I am NOW!?!?!

2) Be more Organized !!!!

3) Learn sign language!!!!

4) Move ON!! = I might not have my friends ( supposed friends) next year but I can't do anything about it. I wish them well all the same.

Thats about all. I will add on to the list if I have more. I hafta go to sleep now. Nights everybody.......

Everybody needs a song ,
Beautiful melody, when the night’s so long ,

Cause there is no guarantee ,
That this life is easy ,
When my world is falling apart ,
When there’s no light to break up the dark ,
That’s when I, I look at you ,
When the waves are flooding the shore and I ,
Can’t find my way home anymore ,
That’s when I, I look at you ,

When I look at you ,
I see forgiveness, I see the truth ,
You love me for who I am ,
Like the stars hold the moon ,
Right there where they belong and I know ,
I’m not alone ,

When my world is falling apart ,When there’s no light to break up the dark ,
That’s when I, I look at you ,
When the waves are flooding the shore and I ,
Can’t find my way home anymore ,
That’s when I, I look at you ,

You appear just like a dream to me ,
Just like a kaleidoscope colors that cover me ,
All I need every breath that I breathe ,
Don’t you know you’re beautiful ,

When the waves are flooding the shore and I ,
Can’t find my way home anymore ,
That’s when I, I look at you ,
I look at you,

Miley Cyrus - When I Look At you.

Sams B'day....

2009-12-17T02:03:00.002+08:00

It was actually fun. Sort off.... I talked a little bit but stayed mostly around the TV room. I wanted to read but i didn't feel like running up the stairs.Sam's friends are funny. I'll post the pictures up soon. I still need to get Sam a gift. This Saturday me and my sisters and my mother are going mid valley. So i think i would be able to buy Sam something .

Odd One Out....

2009-12-14T22:54:00.005+08:00

Odd One Out. These words have been roaming in my head ever since I can remember. my sisters are the same age , both of them are 19 this year and I'm 13. We're 6 years apart. I envy people who are close to their brother or sister cause it's so difficult to talk to my sisters . Even when their doing nothing they would rather talk to the dogs then me. They think i talk allot. They don't get it!! I talk to them cause I've got no one else to talk too other than my mum and dad and even then , it's because I'm suppose to do something or I'm just asking a question. I rarely have those heart to heart talks with them cause they always have something that interrupts . I love them but ........

I don't no how to finish that sentence.......

My mum told me that before she had me ,she miscarried ....I wonder how it would be if that baby was born and I wasn't....I wonder if That baby would be closer to my sisters than I am........but if it wasn't for that miscarriage , I would not have been born.....but i'm guessing that would have been a good thing for my sisters.....

Sam's birthday is tomorrow. :D

New pictures!!

2009-12-10T18:39:00.011+08:00

Hey, I took some pictures again and I hope you like them....... :)

mothers no best

2009-12-09T02:31:00.003+08:00

hey, i'm pretty sad today cause i've got some problem with my mum but I don't wanna bore you with the details. I love her and all but sometimes I do stupid things to make her irritated. Anyway, I wanted to write on how to say sorry to your mother . I'm sure i'm not the only one who gets in trouble with them.

Steps

If she doesn't want to listen to you just say "OKAY". Then when she isn't so upset say "sorry".
If she says "you say that all the time", dont say you mean it just agree with her
Admit that you really messed up. There's no point trying to make things up when you have not understood that you did something stupid. So have her explain it to you so you can tell her you understand and are willing to show her you are sorry.
Don't do it again. If you keep making that mistake, then apologizing and doing it all again, after a while she will never forgive you.
Do certain tasks and things you know your mom would usually have to force you to do. This could be little things like tidying up after yourself, picking things up when they fall, helping her around the house to slightly tedious jobs: washing the car, babysitting, vacuuming, doing the dishes, cooking family meals (or at least helping out in the kitchen.)
Listen to what she says and always follow her rules. Once she forgives you, tell her that you will try to never do it again and hug her.
Always tell your mom you love her; not just sometimes always!!!
If you know she is still kinda mad try doing things with her you know she likes.
And when she says something that really strikes you then just dont let it get to you just say i know wha i did was wrong and i hope youll forgive me in some point of life.
Tips
- Don't feel bad about yourself as a person... but understand that what you did was wrong ; when your mom shouts and screams, she's not angry with you being you. She's angry and disappointed with you/what you've done.
- Do not shout at her. She's your mother and she deserves respect. If you're angry with her, wait until she's out of ear shot before your scream and cuss the heck out of your pillow.
- Always smile with her, don't walk around frowning like a silly chicken... she's either going to make fun, shout more or believe your taking it all as one big joke.
- After she yells, say "I understand, but I'm trying to make up for what I did. I wasn't trying to make you mad. I just wasn't thinking."
- Just remind yourself that you love your mom and she loves you and that cant get in the way of anything.
- Hug her, appologize and say "I love you".
- Sometimes moms are mad for other reasons. It's not always only your fault.
- Make something for her.
- love her and make sure you show it......thats about all....

Boredom....

2009-12-08T00:39:00.007+08:00

Today, I woke up feeling deranged,annoyed,sleepy,and uncomfortable. I ended up sleeping till 4.00 in the afternoon. In between my mum brought some friends home to look at the Christmas decorations. I showered at 5.00 and cleaned the house at 6.00 .By the time mum comes home I've already put clothes out for drying ,did the laundry and made our beds. I was bored the whole day cause the Internet wasn't working. yup......that's about all.......jk jk :D

Here are some nice and amusing quotes..... :D

highlights of my week :-

1. Sam can do the Rubik cube

2. Jo got highlights.

3.........

aaaaaarrrrgggghhhh......I wanna type something motivational and inspiring but I can't.....I'm going to bed now.......bye....lovessss

I'm clumsy....

2009-12-04T20:30:00.006+08:00

hey, It's been boring, uneventful and just....boring. I finally got the right title for my blog.. "heart and soul " it's a song. It's the first song I learnt to play on the piano by myself. :) and from there I teached Sam (my sister) , and Rachel and Rachel teached Sarah (her sister). :)

Anyways, I'm becoming clumsy. I dropped this rains thing and after that I dropped my mothers bowl. It's sooo frustrating!!!! I can play "Drops of Jupiter" on the piano and the guitar, hmm...the only thing that's lighting up my day is knowing that Rachel's coming.......bye lovessss

heart and soul...

2009-12-03T12:28:00.003+08:00

Credits to SAM for this picture of me. She told me I looked like a beggar . I don't blame her. I was drenched and I was playing in the rain. My relatives from Australia are at my house. So it's a bit noisy at the moment. I hafta go study now. bye lovesssss

p.s Go look at sams tumblr..... :D

Black and White

2009-12-02T00:57:00.008+08:00

I need inspirational juice. I don't get it......Just because I like the colours Black and white does not mean I'm emo. Black and White pictures are beautiful in their own way. I think EVERYONE looks better in black and white but this does not mean I don't enjoy taking coloured pictures. It only means I love both but prefer B&W because it reminds me of someone treasuring the good times or something...
(I think that sounded a bit cheesy)

I love looking at B&W pictures they are so breathtaking. I would rather live in the olden days because I would not be called emo . I don't want to be known as a girl who looks sad and does not like colour. owh...and before I put this to an end. I'm gonna type about The beauty of B&W :-) ( The ones coloured in red are my favourite parts)

One of the many features found on modern digital cameras is the ability to allow the owner to try black and white photography. Through the years, this type of photography has gradually become less popular. Nowadays, people prefer color pictures because they are colorful and more affordable.

Black and white photography has been somewhat forgotten, but a few people have found that it is great for portraits and close-up photos.
The black and white look often contains an element of mystery that color photographs cannot capture.
Black and white photos are also perfect for portraits and candid shots of young children.
Black and white photography can add an intimate feel to a photo that color photos cannot achieve.

I hafta go now. Loves adreeeeee..... :)

credit's to sam for Sarah's picture.... :) I love this picture of her...Sarah Marah.... :)

Why Do We Dream??

2009-11-30T15:40:00.003+08:00

All our dreams have something to do with our emotions, fears, longings, wishes, needs and memories. But something on the 'outside' may influence what we dream. If a person is hungry,tired or cold, his/her dreams may well include these feelings. If the covers have slipped your bed, you may dream your on an iceberg. There are people called psychoanalysts who have made a special study of why people dream. They believe that dreams are expressions of wishes that didn't come true. In other words, a dream is a way of having your wish fulfilled. During sleep, according to this theory, our inhibitions are also asleep.
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------I just finish watching "The Wild". It's soundtrack is awesome. I hafta go now....bye lovesssss

Pictures Canon 500 D....

2009-11-29T22:44:00.018+08:00

These are the pictures i took using sams camera....It's artsy..... :D

Shalala...The after Christmas Treeeeee.... :D

Chime....

The Breakthrough....

It KILLS you... :D

Sundrops.....

Clouds rolling over.....

Christmas mugs to fill my hot chocolate & marshmallow drink in...

God is Love...

A little light in the room...

I took this in the morning.....it's misty... It remainds me of a GhostTown..OOooOoOoOOoo...

The Stair Case.... Goldie Woldie...

Before the breakthrough...

Writing with Light....

2009-11-29T19:18:00.003+08:00

I always wondered where photography originated from.....I was google-ing my question and I found out that:-
* The word Photography comes from two Greek words that mean "writing with light".
* It was invented during the first decades of the 19th century as a direct consequence of advances in chemistry and optics ( the science of the behavior of light ) .

After reading this I borrowed Sam's Canon 500 D and took some pictures outside the house.It was nice taking pictures for fun.I enjoyed myself. :D I'll be posting the pictures up soon. bye lovessss

Question of the day:Why do we Dream ?

Christmas...

2009-11-28T22:46:00.008+08:00

Have you ever had those weeks where nothing went wrong or nothing went nice??It was just mellow...this was one of those weeks for me...It was a very very nice mellow week. I was a little bit bored but other than that.... mellow.

The morning sun....

I luuuuve Christmas!!! It's a time of celebration, gatherings and presents but I don't care what I get so long as I'm happy. Every year we have a colour theme for the Christmas tree and this year it is Red , Glass & silver and a little bit of Gold & maroon for the dining area . Gold for the stair case. I'm trying to find a Christmas template but i can't seem to find the right one.I'm gonna keep looking. I have to go to sleep now.I'm getting tired. :) Merry Christmas Everybody.... :)

Greys Anatomy

2009-11-26T23:10:00.004+08:00

I am sure a lot of people have heard about this series. It's very touching and a little bit gross cause of all those bloody scenes but other than that a very awesome series....Owh..and the series soundtrack is awesome too!!! you should listen to - "Where the road meets the sun" and some songs by Anna Nalick like breathe....a very nice and soothing collection of songs...You get a lot of motivation and good quotes..It even has a little of humor...it's pretty funny....I think the best character in the series is Miranda Bailey better known as Dr Bailey.She is tough and has a blunt attitude.The series is sometimes sad, so make sure u download all the videos cause u don't wanna be left on a sad cliff hanger and trust ME you won't be able to get to sleep until u watch the series till something good happens....It's sort of drama-ish and if you re not the type that likes to watch something till the end , then it may be to draggy...

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Angel wings spread over water worn wishes,

Guarding the dreams that are left unsaid,

Here we are wondering,aimlessly roaming,

Loves who linger and never forget,

-where the roads meet the sun,The link is at the bottom:-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yuKKMfZBWhk

p.s hope you enjoy listening to the song.

Swim

Blog

Tea cup pigs ^ ^

Marmalade

The worst type of crying.

Happy Birthday Sammy Wammy!!

breaking at the seams

Lately it’s hard to keep the hinges on with all the noise.

My greatest Goals so far...nyahh?

Through the center of the storm And I'm thinking I'd Prefer not to be rescued

Hours pass, and I still count my minutes....

Jesus is like a software :D

Accident Prone

Pictures and thoughts....

Im just gonna keep swimming....

Rant

No...

Is it normal?

JOjo

Io non sono disposto

The 5 Most Satisfying Simple Pleasures Life Has to Offer

Im a really boring person.. :P

wheeeeeeeeee.......

Love your neighbour as yourself

Delete,delete,delete....

Maybe

Hours pass, and I still count my minutes....

A box full of kisses

Pictures I collected :)

AC/BP!!!!

Give Me Hope

smile...

Uplifted

Riding A bike...

Pic!! Pic!! PICTURES!!!!

It takes a thought to make a word,

Remorse

The King , Elvis Presley

back to school.....

School....

New Years Resolutions...

Sams B'day....

Odd One Out....

New pictures!!

mothers no best

Steps

Tips

Boredom....

I'm clumsy....

heart and soul...

Black and White

Why Do We Dream??

Pictures Canon 500 D....

Writing with Light....

Christmas...

Greys Anatomy